I need to be needed... the thing thatI want for the most is always the thing that sucks me back into my problems... I thought I learned how to say no... but when some one is in need I can't turn them away... what does that mean ( Read more... )

So it seems that I haven't been on here in FOREVER... ummm.... so whats new here...

I'm not going to school any more... yes I'm a failure...
I'm working full time and still living in the city... I like it
Randy and I are still together....
And thats life right now..........

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Hours of trying to sleep and not, too warm too hot. Things racing through my head... I blew it ( Read more... )

Describe yourself using one band and song titles from that band

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Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:Reel Big FishAre you male or female:hey little alternative girlDescribe yourself:i'll never be... any thing at allHow do some people feel about you:don't you just wanna ( Read more... )

so as of today my offical christmas break has began... Gwaaaa i feel liek I have so much to do htat there is so many tasks that I have 1 procrastinated on and now I have to catch up oto be able to keep up with them... and 2 that i have ot go so many places and try and fit all these people in to see them that it's just crazy ( Read more... )

I have been trying and trying like mad to get a hold of my friend from growing up, she's the kind of friend that when you talk to her no matter what the time disstance between when we have talked we always can jsut pick right back up and go right back into things where we left off. It's conversations like these that I pine for, I spend the rest of ( Read more... )

Heard from an old friend from my former school, I'm feeling a bit green around the gills... Why is it that people have to change, I don't mean mature or grow or any of those things, but y is it that I always get left behind? Am I not growing changing too, do I not invest just as much if not more time into people as well ( Read more... )

Scattered mind,
Too in awe to focus,
Tossed, Jolted realy,
from one motion to the next.

eyes climbing towers,
nose smelling efficency,
stomache feeling hunger,
mind embracing knowlage,

Rythme of time the days song,
All in motion to the dance
-aware or not-

~Nay

Lemmie know what you think please

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