These past two weeks have been very meh. Still been depressed. Some days are better than others. It's wierd, one day, it feels like it all went away, and the next day is hell again
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move out. really. have you ever lived on your own? i highly suggest it. in fact, i'm trying to move out right now (ha). if you have this veterans gig, you could easily get a second part time job waiting tables or some brain dead thing.
sell some of the artifacts in your room. that ought to get a plane ticket for lovergirl, or you could go see her.
I haven't seen you quite this torn up before. Dude, maybe take a break from the drugs for a bit so that you can get your mind and emotions sorted. You need to take care of yourself. So does lovergirl. Maybe the obstacle is what you are doing to hurt yourselves. Things will go much smoother and better once you decide that love is worth taking care of yourself for, so that it is possible.
oh jon... I don't know what to say. I really don't. I know how it feels. I wish I could help somehow. Please call me if you get the urge to do that again. I know my mom's always clogging up the phone line, but I'm trying to fix that. :( I am worried about you, I've never heard you so depressed before. :(
And btw, bars that don't allow smoking... yeah, that's a law in Maine. No smoking in public places. Including bars. haha
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move out. really. have you ever lived on your own? i highly suggest it. in fact, i'm trying to move out right now (ha). if you have this veterans gig, you could easily get a second part time job waiting tables or some brain dead thing.
sell some of the artifacts in your room. that ought to get a plane ticket for lovergirl, or you could go see her.
tinyfay
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Whats this about you coming to see me?
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Lise
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Damn, sorry you are hurting that bad
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And btw, bars that don't allow smoking... yeah, that's a law in Maine. No smoking in public places. Including bars. haha
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shit sucks sometimes :(
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