Been a strange month

[revertedstate]

Shortly after my last entry, I flipped out again, and used the exacto knives to cut myself. Made about 30 cuts on my left bicep, and 50 on my left thigh. Some of them where a little deep. It had been my worst cutting yet. I was also a tad drunk when I did it. I took pictures and showed them to some people. I didn't want to tell Lover Girl because I

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[thricelucky]

I'm really glad you're finally getting help, Jon.

You might want to get a medical doctor to look at those cuts, they sound bad. say you put your arm through a glass table or something.

worried

[blue_eyed_orca]

your moms not the only one that is worried, this girl, this former mcc student, this MOM is worried about you too. i worry about all the people i know online, but this bothers me more then most. maybe its a location thing. i really hope you get better soon. i know your slightly fighting this, but you are taking little steps. that is wonderful. my thoughts are with you!

[anonymous]

Damn that is quite a month! Can I ask how old you are?

Also you can get 40mg oxies for five or six dollars a pill here, when they are around.

[revertedstate]

I am 21. 5 or 6? Really? Where are you? Here they are 20 MG for $10. They come around every now and then.

Who are you, BTW?

[snowdens_jacket]

Shit, oxies are ten bucks per 10mg here. That shit is like heroin for these oxie addicts. 20mg for ten bucks sounds like a deal to me.

[perfectpiaffe]

Hugs for Jon. hmm... I guess I've already said what I want to say. But I worry about you, and that's not good.

fyi

[anonymous]

yes i do think steph h is crazy! remember 6 hours ago when she broke her remote over my arm & started hitting me with a glass bottle for next to no reason....? but w/e

you know they have AA meetings right over there by the freeze? just thought id throw that at ya

-keep it real

Re: fyi

[nothingspure]

LOL.. going undercover KEVIN? ;)

I Ive said what I wanted to say.