So, it has been a few months since I updated ( Read more... )

I went to a wedding of my cousins the weekend before last. I ditched out on her brothers wedding. I didn't really want to go. She aparently wanted me to go or something ( Read more... )

I've been working mad hours lately. 30+ every week. It is quite a change and is a bit stressful. Not too much for me to handle yet, but it is slightly a drag ( Read more... )

Geesh. I need to somehow find the time to write about all of the shit that has happened since my last entry ( Read more... )

I went to the Psychiatrist a few days ago, the same guy I saw in the hospital. He is a paki ( Read more... )

Shortly after my last entry, I flipped out again, and used the exacto knives to cut myself. Made about 30 cuts on my left bicep, and 50 on my left thigh. Some of them where a little deep. It had been my worst cutting yet. I was also a tad drunk when I did it. I took pictures and showed them to some people. I didn't want to tell Lover Girl because I ( Read more... )

Last night my mom wanted me to tell my dad about my SI. I was already a tad drunk from drinking 6 Mikes Hard Limes. My mom was all trying to get me to tell him. My dad saw some of the cuts earlier and I just said they where from animals or something ( Read more... )

These past two weeks have been very meh. Still been depressed. Some days are better than others. It's wierd, one day, it feels like it all went away, and the next day is hell again ( Read more... )

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