dream about waking up in a car with arthur, driving into the desert. Stopped near some motel we'd reserved, walked through a park ( Read more... )

1)Hiking around sacred formations in the desert with my mother and don ( Read more... )

reaally paranoid. insecure. how can i get over this? am 27, as bad as ever. Is it almost the end? I think so. I've thought that before

Writing in a public library. I walked in on a saturday morning and waited until the librarian had finished cleaning the screen of the one that I wanted. A lot of idiots use the computers in the library, a culture of idiots to which I belong. I don't write much. Just these comic books which nary few will read. I'm really pessimistic about myself. ( Read more... )

every night for weeks I wake up after a half hour of sleeping with some sort of startling twist in a series of anxious dreams. Haven't slept for more than 3 hours at a time, just dreams that make my heart beat hard.

dreampt that I was in san francisco, or somewhere like that. There was a museum filled with odd things. There was an undergeround tunnel to it. Puddles of water scattered here and there. Yellow room. My uncle worked there, I talked to an old eccentric lady who used ran the place.

i'm really finding it hard to take focus away from missed opportunities. I could have been doing anything more awesome with me life then going door to door asking for money for this organization. I kind of like it (going door to door and other things with the work), but it feels kind of like a waste for me. Then again I've had problems, major ( Read more... )

had a dream about my great grandmother's piano, the back was removed and the strings were making noises and pulling me towards...it was terrifying

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identity is the crisis can't you see ( Read more... )