at super k mart in glenn ellyn tonight. A giant water tower. (have been on a pattern for years not spending 5 months notsmoking, 2 months smoking ciggarrettes) Went to a stump in front of the water tower and smoked a cigarrette and felt like the lorax. ( : )

dream of standing on a landscaped shore of a pond, with limestone tiles lining the bank. Slipped on them causing a landslide, slid in the water, but the tiles kept falling. None of them hurt me, but I had to work hard to keep them away pushing them away from my head and they were heavy. But the place was beautiful.

dream about a sparse wedding. Another surreal el-train, a mile long and 20 feet wide. Reoccuring world. Reoccuring spot of getting of in an industrial part of the city and being required to ride in a police car, or go on foot. This time I tried to get in the police car. but I left my shoes back on the train ( Read more... )

( dream fragments )

( person on bus story, radiation, church )

my lifelong goal of conciously following the process that leads to dreams is unfolding. I am aware of the interchangebility of names at the initial phases of dreams that I have never noticed before. I wake myself up at the very beginning of dreams, when locations and people begin to form, I wake myself up slightly. I can see myself working.

( back to sleep after 8am dream )

would it really have been so bad if jesus had gone out into the desert for a few minutes, but then was like, wait a second, I'm going back to the pleasure houses or whatever for another drink and then tomorrow I'll fast and it'll be like 29 days instead of 30. I bet it wasn't even 30 exactly, but that it was rounded up in translation.

( a dream i had )

( dream i had )