Of all people, I talked to Amy Chase today online, and we're pretty much having the most amazing MySpace message conversation back and forth ever...

Who knew that all of my frustrations were so valid? Huh. Guess she did.

:)

Please have someone here remind me to never read my past journal entries ever again.

They just hurt me so much.

I never want to feel like that again. Ever.

People say stupid shit to get attention ( Read more... )

UPDATE.
Since it's been like, three years or so.
I live with Jared.
In a shithole house that we hate.
I pretty much hate my job.
We're moving to Bellevue.
So we can actually feel safe and happy where we live.
Wish us luck?

I hella graduated.
And I'm hella eighteen. Which means I'm an adult.
WTF, mate?
Ohhh jeez. And I have Mom drama. But whatever.
Guess how much I care... Go ahead.

OH yeah. I don't. Wanna know why?
Because I'm an adult. YES.

Okay. Cool. I'm done.

Wow. I'm screwed ( Read more... )

So, my lovely icon [ahem, made by Nina] kind of is what's on my mind ( Read more... )

I made a huge mistake.
I told him I could never talk to him again.
It's done. Over.

Happy, Nate?

So, Jared's been cheaing on me.
For five months.
With Ann.
And I believed him when he said he loved me, and that he'd never cheat on me.

Holy fuck, what do I do?
My gut is telling me to stay with him. That people deserve another chance. But everyone else is telling me to dump his sorry ass.
She initiated it. Every one of the five times. He's ( Read more... )

My application to CBU is turned in ( Read more... )