my birthday is tomorrow. happy birthday to me.

sarcasm.

My scars hurt for some reason every once in a while. And God, they are so ugly to look at. I have no idea how I was able to stop the bleeding. I think it's sort of a miracle. I literally just stabbed as hard as I could into my wrist. Everytime I look at them I'm reminded of it. So when they start hurting I'm constantly thinking about it. I don't ( Read more... )

I got carried away last night.
( warning: very heavy sexness :-) )

you are amazing. *blush*

thank god for AIM.

Meg came over. Hot tub. Coming.

I went to Sophie's grave again. Felt the same amazing feeling, told her about Jo, hung out. I love you babe.

I updated my user info, go check it out!!!!!!

And I made this coool new icon!

byebye for now.
-anje

Last night I realized that I never really explained what happened to Sophie, and only a few of my online friends really know. So...I guess I'll explain it, now that it's a month later, because for some reason I feel like it ( Read more... )

love!
(edit: i am not in love with meg! i just felt like posting love! lol)

I'm not online for a few days and all this STUFF happens! a friend wants to kill herself, another friend is late (im really worried about you...) (i was really late this month... i think it was because of all the stress..? *shrug.*), another friend COMES ONLINE FOR LIKE ONE DAY! AND THEN DISAPPEARS!! YOU HAVE ALOT OF EXPLAINING TO DO! and another ( Read more... )

( googlisms! )

meg came over again. my dad was home so we went out...with her two friends, emily and natasha. theyre these two really rich preppy chicks that get everything perfect when it comes to their looks. lol... they come straight out of an mtv commercial or something. they have the perfect tan, hair, abs, legs, skirts, shoes. and somehow theyre perfectly ( Read more... )