I am now officially a UCF student. I have been here in Orlando for about three weeks now. I am making friends and meeting boys frequently. Ronnie and I broke up within the first week I was here. I guess that our relationship was not as strong as it was thought to be. I am talking with a guy named Brandon. He is a 19 year-old sophomore. He is such a ( Read more... )

So I graduate from high school in 3 days, not that it really matters though...I haven't been to Pace since December, but I am still excited! Life is going so well for me right now. I am working full time for another two weeks, I am getting graduation money everyday, and I am finally happy beyond belief. I have been dating this guy Ronnie for about ( Read more... )

As you may have guessed I got into UCF! Excited doesn't even begin to describe what I am feeling. I leave about two weeks after graduation and the only reason I am going to be looking back is because my family will still be here. My mom is so happy for me, yet I know she is going to take it really hard since she wasn't prepared for me to leave ( Read more... )

About a year ago I met this guy Matthew. I knew from the first time he spoke to me that there was something special about him. I had this automatic connection with him. We began talking the first week in January of last year and were talking steadily for a few months. I guess it was about April that we just got to busy and lost touch. Every few ( Read more... )

I hope that everyone had a wonderful Christmas! Mine was alright, other than the fact that I worked most of the time. I started full-time at PJC last week. I love it so much! I am learning so much academically and also about myself. I am working full-time and going to school full-time. It is difficult to do, but I am managing so far. I went to ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here for a while so I figured I would drop a short little entry before I head off to work. Everything has been going so well. My 18th birthday was on the 13th! I got a promotion at work that day! I have been visiting colleges for the past month or so and I found the one that I love. I am hopefully going to attend UCF in the ( Read more... )

Not long ago, I became very discouraged; I took a test that proved that I had a psychological disease. I was so scared that I would end up exactly like my father, but then I decided that I was going to do everything in my power not to let that happen. I started by concentrated a lot more on college and the things that I have to do to get away from ( Read more... )

I am trying to remember a time when I was truely happy. When I always had a smile on my face. That was so many years ago though, almost to beyond the point of rememberence. So much has happened in the past month that has really just got me thinking about the life that I want to live. I want to be able to smile at life and enjoy it, but for some ( Read more... )

Today I went to school thinkin that it was going to be a pretty good day, but boy was I ever wrong. When I got into 2nd a friend of mine told me that my friend Matt Lee was killed last night. I spent last weekend with him! It is all just so unreal. I am still not over Rachel's death and now Matt. Audra and I are trying to cope with the fact that we ( Read more... )

Just as an update first: My ex Daniel that I mentioned last, got his test results and they are perfectly fine. I called him the next night and heard the incredible good news. The funny story is that he was on the radio when I called him, so some Memphis station heard our conversation!! oops! Last night I talked to my most recent ex., Richard. He ( Read more... )