So I was sitting on Facebook today and had a desperate need to look thru my LJ account. y? Dunno maybe because of the time of year, maybe cuz things seem as they were and as they aren't or maybe just cuz sometimes its ok to remember the past and look forward ( Read more... )

going well...I enjoy it :) Glad that Jaquie is back because she makes me feel more like I deserve it...I know that I do cuz I am damn good at my job but when I got back there were a lot of haters that wanted to talk crap and make me second guess myself but Jaquie has been really great and she really wants me to have this promotion...she believes ( Read more... )

Ok so I will not be going home this summer...yes for the first time in five years I will be spending my summer in la ( Read more... )

I forgot about this journal until today...well thats not true...i remember every bad and painful thing I ever wrote here....maybe thats why i dont come here n e more ( Read more... )

ever stop and wonder if you made the right decision? it sux thinking about and trying to figure out where you would be if you had chosen door number 2? or if you didnt play the game at all to begin with.....but i guess all we can do is acknowledge and move on ( Read more... )

God I hate not having a job....ok so yes i did just get a new job at universal which im sure will be great once it starts but right now i am so stressed because my count is at 10 days and i have to make 400 or im in some trouble.....i hate rent....grrr...tho i guess this is a normal part of life for adults...i hate to call myself that but i am.... ( Read more... )

ok so thats not true cuz no one really reads this but....ok i was gonna update but imma watch tv with my baby instead of that
bye now

So I am back in the bay for the summer....and as expected I miss Michael like CRAZY!!! I talk to him at least twice a day and we even got webcams so we can see each other, yea we're that bad, but its not enough. Two weeks from today he will be up for my bday and I just cant wait. Every day I am away from him it hurts I hate missing him but I ( Read more... )

So I am trying to get as upacked as possible before i leave for the summer, which is basically means i need to fit as many boxes and bags in the closet and try and make space to walk to get to my bed for the next week. Michael got me a job at his camp so that I can make a little extra money before going home which is much needed so on the 14 i go ( Read more... )

I feel like im getting sick :P....man that face looks much happier then i feel....not that im unhappy just that im not feeling well ( Read more... )