So I am cleaning my new home....yea me i know shock right...but i am i try and make sure that the kitchen and living room are pretty tidy before i go to bed...unless i work 13 and 18 hour days like i have been then i do it the next day....i even sweep ( Read more... )

I moved....yup left the ship and moved into a really swank condo in the valley....i have a huge room a giant closet my own bathroom....i say mine but i share it with my boy....which is fine with me ( Read more... )

Ok so just now i was about to write nun the less...like nun like habits...lol sorry i thought it was funny so i shared ( Read more... )

a sleeping boy....he's cute that way.....dreaming of other places and things....very peaceful ( Read more... )

So this month has been kinda crazy...all 3 of the shows I was working picked this month to culminate! So I have not had one day off this month.....its been crazy...robin hood came and went and i it did ok...gonna talk to the producers about getting a full run produced....so that was good...ect is back in...small swing? doing a run of much ado ( Read more... )

So we are out early today!!! which is good cuz i so did NOT want to spend the night here...i have stuffs to do ( Read more... )

so he loves me....yup with tears and all he told me he was in love with me....which is good cuz after a month of the dust settling i am sure that i am in love with him....i felt it before all the shit hit the fan and then i thought maybe i could make it stop but i cant and he feels the same way ( Read more... )

the bags btw are medaphores for the past....i am putting it all down and just being....i am happy right now....he makes me happy....he wants to be with me and that is enough ( Read more... )

This year I just want santa to bring me a way...its better then a plan and i seem to have lost mine ( Read more... )

Everytime I think I am ok and that I can live with this....it pops up again and I know that I can't....at least I cant and remain me....if I live with this....if I just forgive and let it go by with no consequence then I am ruined.....he ruined me....I want to be able to say fuck you and just let that be it....so why is it so difficult ( Read more... )