Threw away the cigs permanently. I actually feel good without the whole smoking thing. Of course, I'm twitch like crazy, but I feel good nonetheless. My nose still feels itchy though, and I may have developed some acute form of alcoholism, as I feel the need to booze up every God forsaken night. But I AM resisting the urge. Which might only last so ( Read more... )

Do you ever wake up and wonder what kind of person you've become? If when you were 8 or 10, if this is how you imagined yourself being now? I do that alot these days, and I've recently come to the realization that I am spiraling further and further away from whom I've always wanted to be. When I was 17, I knew exactly what was going on and who I ( Read more... )

I think it's safe to say that I don't exist anymore. Or rather, there is no concrete way of people knowing of my existance. I have found that I have the innat ability to disappear on a whim. One moment I am the world to someone, or I am a confidant, or I am a backstabber, but then the moment you blink, I vanish into thin air, forgotten and never ( Read more... )

Holy shit, yesterday, I drank absinth, and watched Snakes on a Plane. Wow. Wow. Just....W-O-W! Good movie. I laughed so hard, I nearly fell out of my seat. Good times, right there. Gooooood times. Did I mention I watched Snakes on a motherfuckin' plane? Because it's a good movie. Highly recommended ( Read more... )

So...got some absinth coming up.

Avenue Q = the best thing I've seen ever. Especially the Bad Idea Bears.

Having a good time up here...but I don't have much to say. Peace out.

Cheers.

Kevin

You know, life is horribly ironic and it has a way of behaving in such a strange way. Everything working in this world has a taste of irony and humour about it that has fallen upon deaf ears. No one appears to have accepted that life is actually sort of funny. I saw a report a while back on the Israel/Lebanon situation, and they were comparing the ( Read more... )

I sent a message to a friend today, and I liked what I wrote. Especially this part ( Read more... )

The severence from the States and normality is a wonderful freedom that I only wish lasted longer. Sadly, the bank accounts and this false reality that I'm in now can only last so long. My only wish is to be able to find this experience of escapism in Seattle or in Lake Oswego. Perhaps I need to make weekend trips to the beach during the school ( Read more... )

My favorite book for my classes here is a book called "The British" which is a critique of the British/English people and where they're at now, what has happend to them, and the way they think. It's an absolutely fantastic read, and I truly enjoy reading it. The best thing that I personally love about the British is how they romanticize certain ( Read more... )

I've been finding myself getting completely wasted almost every night. Not blacked-out though, just wasted. I have had a couple of funny moments to make note of. The best one was I was on the bus, one of those double deckers at the top, and I was just sitting there. Or rather...falling asleep. Before I knew it, the bus slammed on the breaks, and I ( Read more... )