Where do I start...? Well first off, guys suck. Alright well here it is...so yeah people get busy with stuff in the summer and things happen that really aren't in your control so when your supposed to be with someone you can't or they have to leave or something but alright when that person calls do you have to be such an ASSHOLE...no...oh well I ( Read more... )

Love can be beautiful, and painful all at once. To live a life and never have fallen in love is one of the saddest things I've ever heard. Love hurts, it cuts you and makes you bleed. But caring so deeply about another person that you would do anything just to make them happy gives you a warmth that you never otherwise would have known. Even if ( Read more... )

She put him out like the burning end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart
He spent his whole life trying to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Untill the night he put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is ( Read more... )

That's the decision I've come to...Who the hell cares?  Honestly...I don't think anyone really, truly cares for anybody, but themselves.  I am so sick of people thinking they can say and do whatever the fuck they want to.  And then they act like it doesnt MATTER to anyone else or like it can't possibly HURT anyone else.  Guess what dumb fucks ( Read more... )

Lately everything just seems to be piling up and I don't know how to dig myself out of this friggin hole im in. I feel like nothing I can do will make anything better. The one person I care about more than anything in the whole world I told to stay away from me...through an email which I don't even know if he's gotten. I mean he hasn't stopped ( Read more... )

God, I am so confused. I don't have to time or the energy to write out why...but this whole week has been a mess. The funeral for my Aunt Linda is on Friday and I'm so scared to go. I mean, I know my family will be there, but I want someone close to me to be there. I don't know. I wish Gavin could come, but he has to work. Which, I mean, is ( Read more... )

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your eyes so sad and full of despair ( Read more... )

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i saw you tonight for the first time in months ( Read more... )