surgery went well, i'm exhausted. helped kristen move the rest of her shit out of her apartment tonight, i'm going to miss that place. lots of good memories stuffed in there from the past year and then some. im seeing her off to boston in the morning, only for a week thank goodness! i supported her thoughts of staying up there 100% because shit, ( Read more... )

i'm home to pick up some things for everybody. we've been getting updates every 20 minutes or so, surgery is going very well apparently. On the way into the OR, dad insisted on my sister following him with the laptop blaring Jackie Wilson's 'Higher and Higher". the nurse, Josephine, was singing and dancing while pushing him along and told him they' ( Read more... )

they day after trevor gets home from tour hes flying here for over 2 weeks yay yay yay yayyyyy and accompanying him will be my little Bella woooweee!!!!!!!!!

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feeling a lot better. i keep being reminded of how great my friends are and it makes me feel warm fuzzy etc and most importantly, safe. am also realizing that as uncertain as my future may be right now, the millions of possible directions are kind of exciting. i'm not afraid of change, actually ive always invited it ( Read more... )

soon my mother and i will be moving up north, probably to providence or new york to start a new chapter. it's not what i want but thats not important. she needs to be near her family and i need to be with her. i have no idea what i'm going to do, get a job or go to a community college or something, no clue. i have no diredction whatsoever currently ( Read more... )

A review of the Rue (where I work) that i stumbled across:

From uvcatastrophe1
on Saturday October 12, 2002 at 07:55 AM: Hold up now, folks. Understand that the coffee at the Rue is mediocre at best, and oftentimes bitterly unrewarding. But why go there for plain coffee? The layered drinks are good, but tip well; they're hard to make. Also take ( Read more... )

ICY HOT is the devil. it gets everywhere ( Read more... )

ladies and gentlemens, i introduce to you my hangover. his name is Larry and i have a feeling he'll be with me all day. and now, the story behind Larry ( Read more... )

first of the series:


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in between hospital visits, i was home looking at old photo albums


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