okay classic fork in the road scenerio

i vear right.......unconditional love.

fake left....an axciting chance to stand on my own and see what I am made of and what elkse is out there for me

neither is settling, its not that.......i just wanna do both not out of selfishness but i feel like i can never truely comit to one path unless i try both. but ( Read more... )

i was giddy i was finally happy without you ( Read more... )

 my hearts racing
my cheecks blushing
my stomach swimming
my mouth just rambling

butterflies :)

so i ve been feeling my feelings every last one of them ( Read more... )

i really hate that i called you irrationally mad today. signature erika move i bet you were thinking. i managed to take our somewhat healing relationship and break its legs all over again.....back to square one. when really there wasnt anything that wrong. nothing we hadnt been through back and forward and up and down before.

i guess it still just ( Read more... )

today while dicussing movies with friends, the "breakup" came up, i was quick to scream out i hate that movie. i do hate that movie, well not so much as i hate the ending. they cross paths and nothing more than a simple hello is exchanged? a simple hello after all the magic and connection these two people once had? uh-uh no way im not buying it ( Read more... )

rock bottom can only last so long....i am made of rubber

:)

 ive always believed the saying that when it rains it pours and what had started as a little sunshower for me turn into a full blown catergory 5 hurrice the past 3 weeks. i mean it blew me away completely. but ive been haolding on for dear life, refusing to be taken away.

right now its calm, but its hard to tell ifs its really over, or just the

 excuse my hormonal mood swing the other day, i hate that you saw me at my low point....i cant be low while youre flying high. thats just not fair ( Read more... )

 i really just wanted to set some boundries but i just neded up sticking my foot in my mouth

on the other hand........ :(