the main problem with having an in the meantime person is when some great prospect crosses your path and mr in the meantime suddenly turns into mr in the way.

that and i fall in awe too fast

 my advice of the day was to stop blowing hot and cold...make up my damn mind ( Read more... )

putting all my love and effort into us is like putting all my eggs in and old poorly weaved basket...

both left me with nothing but yolk everywhere.

and i would let every last belonging of mine burn to the ground before i call on you for help

okay im done being bitter :)

you came and gone since the last time i wrote

i got my dear jane letter via facebook

i can no longer believe that im in love with a boy, i need a man

i love myself too much for my own good

theres no space in my heart to you anyone else

so to quote one of the wisest men i get the pleasure of working with

"lets have dinner, anywhere you want....oh you like that bag, its yours....but leave me alone" -dr. e

i cant even remember how it felt to be so deep in love with you

or the person you were when you were so deep in love with me

sad that the happiness is so easily faded but the hurt remains

i may have started the new year kissing him...

but i also started it still loving you

go away already feelings.....you are so last year!

 even with the slutiest outfit i could find today, you took one look at me and told me i look like a girlfriend

i use to be one, i use to be a very good one

no more

with hat said, i hiked up my dress shorter, pushed up some move cleavage and carried on

never again

you had me at hello...

just now i realized this forever im speaking of has only really been like 4 days since we spoke, im fone but i need to move to the next level of not answering anymore.

i signed up for extra overtime at work for the holiday season, i figure what better way to fill up my time not thinking about you you than to fill up my bank account at the same time

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 my head hurts worse today than any other time ive tried drinking you away, i was doing just fine til i got home

i dont sleep at night anymore, i dont like being in the dark alone

so i stay up til daylight breaks then pass out without you