I have watched this video WAY TOO MANY TIMES:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9NF2edxy-MI think it might be a combination of the sheer awesomeness, and the fact that i kind of really get the song ( Read more... )

I do not consider myself to be an exceptionally nice person. In reality, I hate the word nice; it implies that one does kind things simply to be considered nice; as if this is an attractive quality ( Read more... )

I just finished a series of teen zombie romance novels. Yep. They had the same painful issues that most teen romance novels have, in that the female characters give me headaches. Holy crap do they ever fall in lurrrveee at the drop of a hat, and become absurdly devoted in a very short amount of time, but i feel that it annoys me less when the ( Read more... )

I've come to the realization that I am a bad friend. This is made worse by the fact that I don't /care/ that I'm a bad friend ( Read more... )

There are so many things I want to say, and it's all just... stuck ( Read more... )

You know, i can't help but feel petty and spiteful ( Read more... )

I am tired of defending myself ( Read more... )

This is frustrating. I'm feeling the need to push myself harder because i cannot afford to be unemployed anymore. I've got 200$ to my name untill.... whenenver i get paid next. I have an interview next week, and a job fair/fest/party thing to go to. It's just becoming more and more apparent that i can't keep going to my mom for money. My absolute / ( Read more... )

There's a girl i barely know on my LJ friendslist. She says the things i can't find the words to say.

I am afraid right now, and not for myself. It's too difficult for me to talk about.

So thank you to her for saying it when i couldn't.

I would like to be able to express myself coherently. Yet i feel like i'm stuck in a position where everything i say will come out as rambling, indirect accusations at no one in particular and many people in general. I feel nauseated ( Read more... )