I wish i was a vidographer. I love the fluidity of moving, the photographic potential of a million moments strung together. I could wallpaper my world in images that are songs and stories and tastes ( Read more... )

My Personality

Neuroticism

77
Extraversion

3
Openness to Experience

52
Agreeableness

47
Conscientiousness

10
You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry, however you experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You prefer ( Read more... )

I grew up in a upper-middle class, white, suburban neighborhood. I went to a good school, had (financially) supportive parents, and was never wanting for any of the basic things that make life worth living. My dad is a rather wealthy man, who finished his doctorate when i was about seven. People, in general, see me as an ungrateful, spoiled rich ( Read more... )

Oh, okay, wow ( Read more... )

I think i might love him. The danger in that isn't unknown to me, i promise ( Read more... )

Three AM phone calls and him saying he needs me, loves me, misses me ( Read more... )

He pushes all my buttons. He is so good, and so kind, and i would have him (at least for now), but i don't want to trust him. He says "tell me all" and no words come. They stick in my mouth, and i feel helpless. Pointless ( Read more... )

Where do i go when my words fail me?

It has been a very long time since i liked someone enough to not want to sleep with them.

I hate this.

I hate it so much more than i can express right here.

Now ( Read more... )

How long. How long can i keep this up for? How long ( Read more... )