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This time I'm not leaving without you....
Something about lonely nights and my lipstick on your face!
I'm in love with life, with music, with art, with people and with knowledge! There's something special about me and I am so in love with myself! I could just kiss myself and love my self forever and I will until this mortal life ends! And then I'll build my house in heaven and keep on ( Read more... ) -
Dreams of my life
Confused, awaiting for an answer,
I sit and wonder about what to do
The age old decision: one out of three
Three amazing choices
Each one with its lessons and pleasures
At times I crave all three
But hitting the reality wall I see I cannot
I must be fair, I must be loyal
One choice brings me art and beauty
But leaves me wanting more
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Heres to another :)
Sometimes you gotta listen:
A friend slipped a clue to me today: I should blog for more than just me and Jonathan. I should blog for the world. The only reason for this blog was my method of artistically communicating with Jonathan and writing for myself so that I could look back and analyze certain times of my life. Each little word or paragraph ( Read more... ) -
Muscle cars drove a truck right through my heart <3
Thoughts of you rush in; the touch, the kiss,
The way I felt when your lips touched me...
It was bliss, magic at its best;
The passion, the intensity, the connection
Like floating on a could in heaven, I was high
So high on your presence in my bed
Felling I could roll around forever,
Like time was inexistent, a concept unknown
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My numerology reading:
Your Numerology Reading
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Birth Name: Irina Poli
Birth Date: 10/16/1988 (October 16, 1988)
Your Inner or Soul's Urge: This is spiritual and emotional expression more than physical. It is your heart-felt desires, your incentive, how you look at life. Here are your areas of personal satisfaction.Number: 7
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Realizations come one by one in this crazy life of mine.
So many. So many unanswered questions:
Sometimes I feel so lost. Sometimes the universe throws things at me I cannot comprehend.
Sometimes I feel like am insecure piece of shit and sometimes I feel like a baller.
This kid can see right through me. It's different, refreshing but definitely ( Read more... ) -
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So it's official. I'm back. I've learned. I cannot extinguish the old Irina, I just need to bring her into the new way of thinking. I can still be the same inside and keep the experiences that make me happy but just be a good person doing them.
I can still listen to my urban beats I just have to let go of the judgments around the music and what ( Read more... ) -
Being a warrior
Knowledge is not wisdom.
Happy is everything. Happiness is the root to the meaning of life.
There is no higher purpose than offering service.
Ask better questions!
Eat slow. Savour each bite.
Everyone tells you what's good for you and what to do. They don't want you to find your own answers, they want you to believe theirs. Stop gathering ( Read more... ) -
A huge Tuesday night rant
Ok so I should be sleeping... But again I cannot. I'm too pumped on life. Everything happens for a reason. I am on my fourth iPhone! I freaked out when it stopped working and had a mild panic attack. But today I realized, that even without all this technology life goes on and I must prepare myself to adapt to whatever life throws at you. I am happy ( Read more... ) -
A little piece of my future
Ok update: I've worked a lot and my evenings consist of reading and watching TV. Not too exciting... I know, but last night I got to talk to Jon for 2.5hours on Skype for FREE!!!!!! Yay!!! It was magical. I've never met anyone with a such beautiful mind. I can probably loose myself in conversations with him all day and all night. He's the first ( Read more... )