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Helen
I just watched a movie that was so sad and it really made me think. I'm writing this through tears. The movie was Helen - a character study: a woman who is going through severe suicidal depression and her tragic friendship with a student who also suffers from mental issues.
I cannot say too much else. It's just so sad that some people can actually ( Read more... ) -
Attempting meditation
Meditation is probably one the hardest things to do for a human being. Your mind constantly wants to escape. It never wants to be where it presently is. Keeping it in the moment, feeling and focusing on the present is brutally hard. My inner battle in tonight's session went something like this: " ok Irina, just focus on your breathing, in and out, ( Read more... ) -
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Catching up
So let’s catch up on Irina’s life events ( Read more... ) -
I'm starting a new life
Things I need to work on in this program:
- my issues with anger and frustration
- my issues with my parents (how to deal with them not having trust in me yet and taking their criticism in a positive way rather than a negative, how to deal with attention issues)
- my issues with organaziation of thoughts (how to organize the cluster of thoughts in ( Read more... ) -
It's been so long
Hey old journal. Wow it's been 4 years since a single entry. I went and got a journal at blogstot but I'm gonna try to keep this one alive too! I don't want to let this one die. I am going to try my best to keep updating both of the journals. This one will get my everyday stories and the other will be for my more artistic entries ( Read more... ) -
Just Writing.
Its been a while since I’ve drifted. It’s been quite a bit since these fingers have flown on the keyboard, elaborating different purposes. Ya.. It’s been a while. Well I’m ready to trip once more ( Read more... ) -
I fucked up. I know I fucked up. I admit I fucked up.
I MISS HIM! GOD! WHY ( Read more... ) -
Maybe
Hey old friend, I missed you so. I’m sitting here wondering if what you said was true. Maybe it is. Maybe there is no such thing as a perfect person. Well perfect for you anyways. I am also wondering if happiness is something unattainable or if it just a figment of my innocent imagination. Maybe I used to write because I was sad, depressed and torn ( Read more... ) -
side show
how can something so simple hurt so much ( Read more... )