"it all" of course being me and becca being the best roomies ever. so here is the memorializing post of our time together. it was amazing!!!! i dont think theres anyone in the world that would have made a better roommate. we did all kinds of fun stuff: staying up late watching tv and talking, stayed up late just talking, did midnight slurpee runs ( Read more... )

nothing to do with the post, its just what i'm listening to right now. anyway, my weekend was interesting, let-a me break it down for u. friday i caught the bus to wenatchee (my car is shit, and i dont have the money to fix it, so for long trips i am carless), and nathan got on in seattle and we went home for graduation. friday night i ended up ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of that question. it seems like everybody is asking me it, and i dont have the answer they want. i know that i'm supposed to go to college, learn some shit, and then join the work force. i know that. heres the thing: i dont want to go to school. i hate that its expected that i go and get a degree, and i hate that if i dont then i'll ( Read more... )

it was a good weekend. friday was the anniversary of dads death, i made a chicken and thought about him, and talked to all the kids. nathan was here, and he listened patiently while i did the "oh i remember one time with dad" thing for a while, which was what i needed. it wasnt a sad day. then saturday, we woke up late to go gokarting for brandons ( Read more... )

so, nathan told me today that we're on a break. i dont know how to not talk to him. all day something funny would happen and i would think "i should text nathan, he'd appreciate this" and then i'd cry, because i cant text nathan right now, hes not talking to me. in truth he hasnt been talking to me all week, but it wasnt offically a break until ( Read more... )

so, i was all excited about making friends. i did it on my own, without becca or nathan or jessie or maggi there to make me seem funnier than i am or to laugh at my bad jokes. i did it alone, and people enjoyed my company. i was so pround, because i did it alone, which must mean that i'm a genuinely funny person who other people will enjoy. so dumb ( Read more... )

so, dont tell anyone, but i might be happy with my life as it stands. yeah, ok, so i wanted to live with nathan next year, that sucks, but thats next year. as of right now, i think i'm exactly where i want to be. i'm working a lot, but i still have time off, i do stuff every weekend, i'm making enough money that i'm not struggling to pay the bills ( Read more... )

so, if your out of the loop, heres whats going down this weekend in my life. i'm going to get drunk for the first time. this isnt such a big deal for most people my age, but i've spent years not drinking, so its kinda big. i've never been drunk, and the last time i had a drink was after my grandmas funeral. dont ask, we're a wierd family. before ( Read more... )

that was a twelve hour work day. anyone who ever called me lazy, in your face. 12-5 at arby's, then 5-12 at coldstone, on my feet almost the entire time, with one "meal" of popcorn chicken and potato bites and copius amounts of root beer. i'm tired. not in my head really, but my body is telling me that if i try to move again it will revolt. i still ( Read more... )

does it count as a college party if none of the hosts are actually attending college? i dont know, but it was a blasty blast. everyone was totally smashed when we got there, and sean is so much funnier when he cant stand up straight. i met a lot of new and interesting people, and had a gross energy drink, and laughed and high fived and yelled cuz ( Read more... )