so, first signs that i have the ability to make friends on my own, i got invited to a party. a saint patricks day party at my co-worker seans house. in case i havent mentioned him before, sean is my hilarious friend from work, who is ridiculous and takes it too far, and just generally is a good time. he invited me to a party. i'm excited, and i ( Read more... )

even though i've been living in my own place, sort of, with becca, but not with my mom, for almost six monthes now, i keep finding more things i love about it. for instance, i'm sitting on my kitchen counter at 9 am listening to music full blast and drinking a strange mixture of cocoa and coffee that tastes remarkably like a mocha, but with chunks ( Read more... )

so nathan told me today that steph has no problem with me living with them next year. w00t. i'm really excited about it, its gonna be a blast. not jsut living with nathan, which by itself would be a lot of fun, but having steph there too. for some reason i dont really know yet the three of us do really well together. we compliment each other. when ( Read more... )

susan waite died. sunday, at night. she had cancer, and it got into her brain, and now she's dead. everyone knew it was coming, she's been getting worse for monthes, and i'm not really shocked. but it still sucks. i loved susan. she wasnt a huge part of my life, but she was a huge influence, if that makes any sense. i'm going to miss her very very

i hate getting paid, only to realize that none of the money is going to stay there for any amount of time. its all going to one thing or another, rent, electric, yada yada yada. i hate working my butt off for it, then not even being able to spend any of it. i mean, i'm spending it, but on things i have to spend it on, not on anything i'll enjoy, or ( Read more... )

i just cleaned the shit out of my apartment. its so fucking clean, you wouldnt even believe it. i ripped some old tee shirts into rags this morning, when i wasnt sleeping, cuz i decided i needed to clean out my closet, and i dont really need five huge white tee shirts to wear to bed, so i cut them up, since we dont really have any gross just for ( Read more... )

so every time i work with this guy sean, i have a total blast. he's hilarious, and he knows how to take it too far. and every now and then we'll just sort of stare at each other until the other starts laughing. he's pretty crazy. unfortunately i only get to work with him like once a week, which sucks monkeys. but he's fun, and i like working with ( Read more... )

so things are starting to go right in life. they were being pretty damn shitty for a while there, but their ok now. i have a job, and i work mostly with people i like, except bryce. i'll tell you about bryce later. so i'm getting paid, and saleem and mumtaz just bought the bellingham coldstone, so i'll have a second job there without even having to ( Read more... )

becca just sprung on me, and now we're in bed together. rowr!

so, life is never easy, is it? i think thats the point of life, to stress you out to the point that you die. well i'm not quite ready for that, but i am stressed. did you know that if you get stressed enough it can fuck up your body? found that out today. like i knew it could trhow off your sleep schedule and make you cranky, but it can really mess ( Read more... )