i need to stop visiting nathan for so long. i stayed at his house for a week, cuz our anniversary was on tuesday, and then stephanies baptism was last night, so i just stayed the whole time. i feel so god damn useless and lame. they've been running around training for their amazing internship and going to work and such, and i've been sitting around ( Read more... )

its funny how the sound of people walking up or down the stairs when i'm alseep makes me wake up and feel guilty for not already being awake, cuz thats what it always sounded like right before my mom came in and yelled at me for not being up. i always thought that everyone knew koalas werent bears, thair marsupials. someone i was talking to the ( Read more... )

so, i think nathan and i will just have to content ourselves with having a nice dinner for our anniversary. last year we had that great hotel room, but we're a lot broker this year, so we cant afford a two hundred dollar room. oh well, we can go eat somewhere fancy and get dressed up and stuff like that. thats what most people do, right? thats what ( Read more... )

so, this is going to be a very full post, cuz i havent in a long time, and i have a lot to get off my back. we'll start with the big one, i lost my job almost four mothes ago, and i havent been able to find another one yet, and i'm going to have to move home. i cant afford to keep paying rent, i just cant. i seriously want to cry, cuz i had all ( Read more... )

so, for those of you who dont work at coldstone, heres whats been up since last friday. our manager, kristi, quit, and not in the nice two weeks notice way. she walked in to work her shift (7-close) while i was working my 4-10 shift (note, not closing). so she looks at the next weeks schedule, and finds that her name is not on it. i assumed that ( Read more... )

today, i missed my dad. i hate daniel powell. every time i hear bad day it reminds me of a long series of bad days in arizona. long, hot, sad days. and it reminds me that he is in fact dead. gone forever, not just lazing in mexico forgetting to call once a month. dead. and i cant help asking myself, if he had lived, how would my life be different? ( Read more... )

damn. i dont know why, but lately the absolute shittiness of my life has had a bigger impact on my mood that usual. needless to say nathans more than fed up with hearing me bitch, and him being tired of my doesnt make me feel any better. i'm all fucked up, the other day i went to bed at 6 am, and woke up again at 9 pm. thats not right, i dont care ( Read more... )

so its been a pretty decent week all things considered. i watched two seasons of house in a week, staying up very very late every night to get my fix. i think i'm an addict, but not with drugs, with books and movies and tv shows and stuff. like if i have a whole book to read, i'll stay up all night to finish it. its not necissarily cuz its a great ( Read more... )

A - Age You Got Your First Kiss: 14 ( Read more... )

i'm escaping! i'm going to be totally free from that greasy, annoying, boring, low IQ place forever!!!!!! i found a new job, one that pays considerably more than arbys. so, i'm going to sell cutlery. yeah. i went in for an interview today, and they liked me so i'm going to go not really door to door, but more door to door on appointment, selling ( Read more... )