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perfection
is having indo mee goreng cooked by kents served with fried dace then a post lunch smoke after which we tried to take a nap but y'know so we watched house of cards and fell asleep squeezed together on a single sized bed waking up after 2hrs only cause we were starving for some ribs and duck followed by a flat white and cider.
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salam
salam aidiladha, aunty pah. i hope you're looking down at us and smiling, insya'allah. i still miss you sometimes. i especially miss you when i hear the takbir, subhan'allah. -
once upon a time
yanns hated herself for doing all the bull that led her failing out of school. with that piece of paper i had 1 road: teaching. i've been on that road since i "failed". that road used to be a one way street, now, i'm reaching a potential cross junction. i wished i had the knowledge of other roads but i'm thankful i went down this one. too many good ( Read more... ) -
kentut
he reminded me, i'm sure he told me before, his original ticket for tongues was for their matinee but he missed it and decided, ah fuck it sounds like a good play, imma go get another for the 8pm show. so i've been dating the guy who paid $40 and stole my armrest while we were watching the same play alone. i understand now why you don't love ( Read more... ) -
unspoken
just realized that kentut and i have been going out for 28 months!? the poor boy deserves an award (: i like how i still feel excited to see him.
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4.
me: before i forget (passes envelope)
you: what is this?
me: open and find out for yourself
you: please tell me what it is
me: my resignation letter
you: yanni please give me an opportunity to speak with you about everything.
me: i've heard all the explanations and i don't think they're enough.
you: please don't do this.
me: my decision is final.
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yours
happy birthday, kentut. may we have more years to have all sorts of birthdays to celebrate <3
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just a bit more
and it'll be over.
the frustration?
the fatigue?
the fuckery!
lean out, look up.
the sky's receeding,
so clearly,
so beautifully.
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fractures
unnoticed spanning:
slowly, quietly, creeping in.
"do this and finish that."
mornings: jolt awake!
abcdefg!
"hello boys and girls!"
closed eyes, thoughts running:
tommorow: hij, k?
sit, shiver; seizure.
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young & W!LD
who'd have thought that the girl who...
got kicked out of ntu
grew from a UK 4 to a UK10
fucked too many boys
is optimistically realistic
has a huge ego
didn't get chosen for mereka
cried during her auditions
dropped 5(?!) names for her answers
is clumsy as hell
smokes too much
i got into young & W!LD