Well hello again, Im not even sure if this thing is still on, but if any of you are still out there and listening. This is 27 year old me. Im a mom of three, Nicholas( soon to be 8) Samantha( a little further out going to be 3) and Benjamin(18 months). Im over weight and it makes me unhappy. I finally figured out what I want to be in life.. now I ( Read more... )

would it be to much to ask for you to having the schedule for next week posted!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr some of us have baby sitters to arrange... bitchzilla again today.. i dont even like me right now. i MUST have a break from my family for a day or so..i love them to death but this past months been rough

I love my kids. like mad. but i really really want a nap. and a back massage. and a date night. and a day to run errands, and a day to clean my house. life is good now. later.

I will take anger management, because tonight as i spoke to my husbands drunk ass i realized my fondest desire was to knock his teeth down his throat. that cant possibly be healthy. sigh. mostly though its just tired, stressed and blue. but no no theres to much on HIS plate. AGHAGHGAHGAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHA.

I havent seen or spoken to him in over two months, nothing ever happened between us. and I do mean NOTHING, I never even hugged the man, and he certainly never knew i had any kind of feelings for him. In fact I wouldnt be the least suprised if I DONT and never did have any feelings for him. Perhaps it is simply that he was kind, always kind to me, ( Read more... )

tomorrow im off. blessedly off. and im taking a selfish me day. at first i was thinking i would do everything i should do but you know what it doesnt impress anyone and no ones grateful, appreciative or nothing so fuck it. im taking myself off for a pedicure and eyebrow waxing a haircut and some shopping. then im going to lunch with a friend. then ( Read more... )

well then.. i got married. everything straightened itself out.. it turned out to be stress on both of our parts. we had a wonderful wedding and honeymoon, i was three months pregnant the day i walked down the aisle. im very happy. im also very tired, i have a job that was supposed to be part time.. cept it turned into full time, so fulltime, a four ( Read more... )

I'm making a huge mistake. im having doubts serious ones for the first time. cold feet?

in august.ecstatic. happy for me?

as an apartment gift dustin bought paint for our place. Tea Green. im doing our bedroom in midnight blues and forest greens with bits o red dashed in for flavor. bathroom in dark blues and maroons. kitchen in sunny yellows and light blues.. living room is d's.. but throughout the apartmnet will be painted that ultra light tea green. found my ( Read more... )