hmm. Made an A in medical terminology have to wait til the 18th for the rest of my grades but that was the one i was worried about so im ecstatic about that. moving in with my boyfriend in 9 months. im counting down. until then we are doing heavy time togther making sure it will work, between me and him and between him and my son. i average seeing ( Read more... )

turned twenty-three... like an hour and ahalf ago.. all i want for my birthday is hugs from friends..and laughter.. i think i can make it happen.. since my birthday began i have laughed so hard i had tears rolling down my face.. but thats what ya get when your shopping for sex toys with trixie and rachel ( Read more... )

you can ignore this i wrote this for me.. so i could flesh out everything im feeling.. i feel so full of so many emotions here lately.. i have to write them down get them out. Sunday at the carnival.. nick is sitting between his legs on the wavy slide thingy that i couldnt take him on cause im terrified of heights and they are both coming flying ( Read more... )

weirdness on the relationship front, i think thats going to be fine. hung over.not bad.. just tired mainly. scalded my hand and stomach with hot tea cause my mind was far away.. so my hand feels like its on fire constantly.. no painkillers.. its a nice bright pink.... email from an ex this morning.. what the hell was that about? sometimes i want to ( Read more... )

things that upset stephanie ( Read more... )

one year on tuesday. my mom: you cant celebrate that its not even an anniversary! sure it is it was when we stepped from one path onto another for the first time. so we are getting a small bottle of champagne and my dads taking nick for the night. hmmmmm sometimes its good to be me.

ive come to the conclusion that loving someone can make you crazy. already knew that did you? heheh.. im gonna go eat icecream and wait for this day to be over. TODAY HAS BEEN CANCELLED DUE TO LACK OF INTEREST!

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what a wonderful weekend.. all in all yay..i cant remember ever being quite this goofy over someone.. its fun.. and he says things that help take all the pain loving him has put me through over the past year or so...well maybe not take it away but make it feel like it was worth it and maybe something i had to go through so that we could be together ( Read more... )

i intend to pack my days so full im too exhuasted to think of anything but sleep the moment my head hits the pillow shouldnt be too hard..just got to work at it.why cant we just stick with that first happy period of love..whys the outside world have to butt in?