dinner with my family ( Read more... )

i keep poking wounds to see if they still hurt. they do!
why cant i just leave well enough alone
i know doing what im thinking of wll ust pour salt in the wounds
so maybe ill actually listen to sense for once
*sigh*

being trying to write an enrty but i just cant get the words out.
*sigh*
id just like to say a big fuck you!!!
thats all

so ( Read more... )

should i just bow out?
im thinking it would be so much easier than dealing with everything at the moment

never very happy at the moment ( Read more... )

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so many developments in my life of late. i am recently single again. and its looking like i will end up as the crazy old cat lady. You know th old lady with 80 cats...all named jasmine. I havent posted so much on fb because some of my family reads it. But none of them have commented on my recent implosion. I guess they didnt guess what it means ( Read more... )

Its that time of the year yet again folks ( Read more... )

guess what!
i has a car

thats all