The word of the day is impression. I just had some meta-thought stuff going on for a while and just wanted to make a quick note. This is that note ( Read more... )

I can't wait until the trees are all green and full of life again. I can't wait for wind to be less bitey. I can't wait for hanging out outside without everyone whining. I can't wait for sunlight on my skin. I can't wait for swimming in a lake and kicking a certain way while treading water that I think might ward away nibble fish. I actually just ( Read more... )

Spring break is almost over. It's gone pretty fast, blurred by sleep and inebriation, and countless distractions. Today I feel mildly sedated. Yesterday and tuesday were designed for binging on food and alcohol. Said food and alcohol were delicious. My eyes are itchy, maybe from dehydration, but maybe from unknown allergies. New computer more or ( Read more... )

One of my bestest most long time friends is getting married today courthouse style. I was one of the very few invited to the ceremony. I dunno if he's got a best-man or whatever, but I'm honored either way, and lucky that I happen to be on spring break at the time and can actually be there. It gives me an excuse to dress up! The second I assembled ( Read more... )

So while I should be reading materials for school and focusing on things I'm formally studying and the supplementary reading I will have to do for those, I discovered the library's jazz collection and looked up what the University has for reading material on avant-garde and minimalism in music (because while I've listened to and created plenty, I' ( Read more... )

You know friends are good when they drive 3 hours out to the middle of nowhere on a late Sunday night to get you drunk til Tuesday even though you've got classes. I've gotten like five hours of sleep since then, and somehow managed to finish my studying and presentation in that time period... and well! But then you realize how terrible shitty ( Read more... )

Last night just before slipping into the dream world I felt what I can only come to describe as a fear of death. So strange. If I've felt it before, it would've had to have been a long time ago, as a child. The sheer thought that I'd even felt that feeling startled me a bit. That's where blackness started to crawl through the darkness. It certainly ( Read more... )

My father called a few days ago to say he enjoyed the time we had hanging out and discussing self determination and autonomy. I'd actually had to call him back, reason being that I don't really carry a phone on me anymore because A) I don't wish to have microwaves sent through my leg and reproductive zone, B) I've only been averaging about one call ( Read more... )

Four letter word! Four letter world! World up! Whirrled Word Tree. It took me something like three or four minutes to come up with the word 'cater' for a paper I was writing earlier today. Focus young padawan. In other news my tolerance to caffeine is extremely low since I don't really consume it very much, or as regularly since I haven't been ( Read more... )

I often find myself wondering what it is that attracts me to such dark and generally isolating art forms. I'm fairly certain that I'm genetically predisposed to depression and isolationism. It seems to run on my father's side of the family, though they don't really take to the darker side of things. They aren't the type to sit up late, drinking ( Read more... )