Sometimes I feel like I was either born in the wrong century, or raised on the wrong set of morals and character. Lately I've been finding it harder and harder to relate to many people around me. I witness and hear certain things that I can't believe and just can't understand. I can't figure out if I take life too seriously or just that those ( Read more... )

I've finally realized what my biggest problem is...I care way too much about others and what they choose to do. I let other people control my life. I let other people's decisions and mistakes affect me. From this day on, I'm done caring. I'm done trying to be that guy that is nice to everyone, that tries to get everyone to like him. I've been doing ( Read more... )

I don't care anymore. Whats the point in caring about other people? The only thing that comes out of caring, is disappointment, because people are naturally going to disappoint. I'm tired of being disappointed; I'm tired of surronding myself with people who involve themselves in everyone else's business, and then get upset with you when you realize ( Read more... )

It's getting to the point ( Read more... )

I considered this person my brother, always tried to take his side in arguements, looked up to him, provided him with jewelry, clothes, and other things...and in return never asked anything from him, his friendship and respect were all I needed. But now I find out you have betrayed me, tried to take away the one thing in life I love and value the ( Read more... )

I'm really not feeling a lot of people lately...

Well I'm back home in Jacksonville, escaping from the hurricane, which is probably going to destroy Orlando. It's so weird coming back home and walking into what was once your room, and realizing how bare it is. I use to have so much shit in my room and up on my walls, now I have close to nothing. I miss being in my apartment in Orlando, I actually ( Read more... )

I haven't really been up to a lot these past few weeks. I went to orientation, and signed up for my classes. I'm only taking 12 credit hours(if it's good enough for Bright Futures, it's good enough for me). It's such a shock waking up one morning and realizing that your life is about to change, that everything you do from now on will determine the ( Read more... )

A lot has happened in these past few days. One of the greatest moments of my life came on Tuesday night when I graduated, followed by one of the worst days ever, as I found out my friend Josh had died Wednesday morning. What made his death all the more difficult to bare, besides his being only 18 years old, was the fact that I had seen him just ( Read more... )