I'm so sadish. i want to go to school but i have no way to get there and i cant focus long enough to pack my shit.pooooo. someone send me letters. i have 2 really cute pen pals :)
thats good in my life.
i hate so many people it hurts my head. i need to stop. hatred is jealousy. its unhealthy. its gross.
i want only to like people

need to dish.
i want a relationship.
i still havent resolved thing with trevor enough for me to move on.
i am really insecure. especially about my weight skin and hair.
i am lagging behind on some shit.
i want to be elected for gpc.
tomorow- internship
tomorow night-register for classes
wednesday campaign

my weight has been really depressing me. im actually a size 8 now. i havent changed pant sizes in years. what the fuck. i know ive always said this but really, now. I neeeed to lose weight, im grossing myself out. im going to start keeping a food journal so that i can figure out what im doing wrong and im going to the gym every day to work my mid ( Read more... )

my mom worries about me because she never sees me happy. she told me that when I am happy "its fleeting ( Read more... )

I had the worst dream ( Read more... )

i feel so nauseous ( Read more... )

series of this evening events:
im going to go to the gym, run for 20 minutes walk for ten
go in the pool, take a shower, go in the sauna
come home
drink a forty
watch lost
slleeeeep fo-eva

im so manic depressive but seriously people- i need to be productive ( Read more... )

Im a total hopeless romantic, and craigslist fiend

the two go hand in hand

ha

anyway Ive recently come to wierd and creepy realizations. I am no longer willing to settle on a guy. this means- they have to be perfect- this entails being an extremely good dancer.

the next guy I ever date is going to be serious. hes gotta be a real catch.

oooooooooh lord ( Read more... )