good things ( Read more... )

im feeling like im becoming a bit of a wreck- school has been soo good for me and yet so bbbbbbbbad. ive been eating the crappiest food ever, drinking little to no water, drink way to much boozahol, and developing terrible staff infections. however maybe im just getting my period- that would explain why i feel gross and shit. this weekend was crazy ( Read more... )

i feel like such a skank hoe. what has college done to me?

shit son, i got mad crushes
fo sho

list:
ben
mike
patrick
everybody

funny that john aint on dat shit

im really confused. ive never felt so normal. i dont like being fucked up. and i feel like im just going along with what everyone else is doing. i cant believe im 18 and im feeling peer pressure for the first time. nobody wants to do anything unless theres drugs or alchahol involved. and i wouldnt feel pressure if i knew that it meant the ( Read more... )

im so fucking angry at so many people right now. it feels terrible. i just fucking wish everything was teribly amazing and exquisit so that i didnt have to try so fucking hard to pretend. im also really hot, dehydrated and have a terrible headache. i went to coney island today to see the freak show, it was depressing as ever, but im glad i went. im ( Read more... )

how extreme ( Read more... )

I have come to terms with my serious metal illnesses. i used to not believe anything my mom told me- i always thought depression was just sadness but only the pussys called it depression. im starting to think that maybe im really fucking depressed and maybe i always have been and maybe just now im starting to get sick of it. i never enjoy anything ( Read more... )

o fuck fuck poppppppooooooooooooooooooooop ( Read more... )

This summarizes the relationship between patrick and I ( Read more... )