It has been a few weeks since I posted on here, and I just wanted to let everyone know what was up. Even if no one reads this, I am doing this for my own personal comfort. In a few months I am moving to California with Stephen and Rachel. That is about the biggest event that has happened in my life...ever. I have been playing disc golf a lot ( Read more... )

So I think I am going to finally give up. My strength to bring us back together has been drained and I realize that you never want to be with me again. I don't know what else I can do to get you back, but I don't want you back if you don't want to be back. So I guess all I can do from here on out is to support your decisions, no matter how much ( Read more... )

Fuck this world, fuck this shit, and fuck everything that you stand for ( Read more... )

What to do? I have so many fucking decisions in my life that I don't want to make, but I know I have to make them eventually in life, so might as well make them sooner rather than later. I don't know if I want film to be my major anymore. I LOVE film a lot, but I am a person who doesn't like change. So I don't want to move out to California or ( Read more... )

I spread my blackened wings apart
As the days keep growing dark.
I cast a shadow over you
I shall die, and so shall you

Doesn't really mean anything. It came to my head while I was sitting here being bored and I liked it, so take it for what you want.

Well, what can I say? My life is pretty good right now. I am hanging with my friends, more than I have in a long time, which feels fucking amazing. Dell and I started hanging out again which is also fucking amazing. I went to the Machine Shop and saw All That Remains. I am working, even thought it does suck, I am getting paid, and it also ( Read more... )

forget what6 i said about my last journal entry...it doesnt mean anything anymore

So I just finished watching "Chasing Amy". That is probably Kevin Smith's greatest movie, in my opinion. He has this huge dialogue near the end of the movie about how he loved this girl so much and he let her go and he has regretted it everyday since then. And after that part, I really started thinking about me and Celeste. I am so madly in ( Read more... )

Wow, this entry is a lot different than my last one. My life is amazing right now. I am seeing my friends the most that I have seen them in a while. Celeste and I are friends again and it feels fucking incredible. I start work tomorrow, which is kinda gay, but at least I will be making some money so I can go and indulge myself in some of the ( Read more... )

So, we aren't friends anymore. Part of me is glad, because then the healing process for me will be easier. But at the same time it hurts me because I don't want to lose her. But I an hoping that in a months time or so, we can become friends again and everything will be fine and when we hang out it won't be weird. I am hoping. I can't lose her ( Read more... )