Yea, so tonight was the best night I have had in a while. Went and saw Mushroomhead, FINALLY!!! Been waiting about 7 years to see them. It was totally epic! Me, Celeste, Dell and Megan all were there. It was a kick ass good time! Deuces

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man, i am so sick of everything right now. i am sick of people, i am sick of peoples bullshit, i am sick of people lying. i am sick of everything. nothing can go good for me. and then when i do think i have something good, she fucking just gets up one day and is like "im gonna leave u". this shit is fucking ridiculous. i dont have one good ( Read more... )

Happiness and Love are overrated

So I have been doing a lot of thinking today and last night. I don't know if I really want to go through with this decision or not. I want to be Celeste's friend, but I am still acting as if I am her boyfriend, which isn't fair to her. But she pretty much dumped me for this new kid. And he is priority #1, even though she said she doesn't want a ( Read more... )

I know no one really cares about me, and really cares about what I put in these, but I have to put it somewhere. I am going crazy, literally. Ever since she dropped it on me, I have been in a major depression and my anxiety has gone out the fucking window. Now, I am having these nightmares every single night. I can't remember what the whole ( Read more... )

I'm so angry I want to murder someone.
I'm so upset I want to cry.
But I can do neither.

My life has just disappeared.

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whats up everyone?¿ been a few weeks since i posted last night. just wanted tp update a lil. Friday my boss told me i didnt have to come in on Saturday mornin, which was kick ass. so i didnt really do much. hung out with Eric for a while and then went and played poker. i lost, but i got 6th out of 16. then i woke up yesterday mornin and i get a ( Read more... )