(warning, because I know you read this now and again Lu, this is really just some weird and crazy ranting that I decided to start writing to get to the root of a weird feeling I've got going on--comment if you like though)

Beauty, peace, passion, life, strength, depression, despair, fear, hate, anger...curiosity.  I've experienced the gamut of all ( Read more... )

Things are weird.  Still.  Not because of all the legal divorce crap.  Instead because of the way my life has progressed to this point.  I find myself the center of attention more and more from women of all sorts.  Now, this is the treatment I would have LOVED to get in highschool.  But, as it stands now...I don't know how to react a lot of the ( Read more... )

2008.  Took long enough to get here.  Now that it IS here, there are decisions to be made.  How to live, not being the first and foremost of them.  Of course, number one on the list is to get this whole divorce thing official.  Number two thing, is to determine how I want to live, and who I really am.  I have a driving need for sexuality in my life ( Read more... )

Alright, this sucks.  I just fucked one of my longest (in fact THE longest) known friends.  I mean had sex with her.  I'm not attracted to her at all, we just did it.  And I think I was pretty bad, actually.  I finished fairly quickly, but I did make sure she got to enjoy herself.  We were just two people who needed release.  I don't know what I ( Read more... )

Ok, so I rented two movies on Friday night, The Longest Yard (new version, it was ok, nothing spectacular) and a strange movie called Vampire Assassins. Now, in this world there are two things I really hate, ninja's and vampires. So, I figure that a movie about killing vampires might be kinda good. Well, it's Sunday evening, the movie is due ( Read more... )

The Storm is over, eh?So, now the storm is over, the levee is fixed, and people can go back home, I guess. Except that home doesn't really exist anymore for many of these people. Huge amounts of waste, chemically and biologically toxic areas coat much of what was once New Orleans. Roving gangs of looters wander about many of the areas just ( Read more... )

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fuck.The incompetence of some people in this world astounds me. Further, these incompetent people somehow find jobs in this world. Tonights happenings make my faith in humanity drop lower than it's been in a LONG time. Oh, I know there are good people out there, but when those people aren't in power and don't have the power to do ( Read more... )

I've been asked to edit this entry.

Jay