I've been in this up and down emotional rhythm for a while now. I'll have a good day and then a bad day. I feel like alot of what i do and say when i'm interacting with people has become routine and almost like an act. I'll put on a smile say "i'm doing great!", when really i'm a wreck. I think about it constantly. I'm sick to my stomach most ( Read more... )

For quite some time now i've sat by and thought that maybe you would see the way that i look at you. Maybe you would see the way that i'm there. Maybe you would see the person that i see when i'm with you. But you don't. You don't see what i see. I'm just there. I'm comfort for when you're down and lonely. I'm like a tissue that when it's ( Read more... )

WOW, almost forgot i had this. Does anyone still write in this or read this?

Well mostly it's been same old shit, different day. Nothing to really report and i'm not having any contemplative thoughts at the moment so nothing really meaningful to write about. The only eventful news was the fist fight of friday night. Me, Dave, Bauer and sprengel roll up to lukes apt. and stay for about an hour drinking our own beer which ( Read more... )

I've heard this song before but never really paid attention to it. I heard it on the radio the other night and I just love the lyrics. It makes you feel good to just be alive ( Read more... )

That last post was a popular one. I don't think i've ever had so many comments. Maybe i should be sappy more often. But not today. I mean the sun is out and it's winter. If there was only some snow it would be perfect. But it is yet another day so you won't hear any complaints from me. When i'm at work i usually think of what to say in here ( Read more... )

Well, it's been quite sometime since the last update per usual. The only real news i have is that i and ginger are now "officially" together. We will have to see where that takes us. But i must give a happy birthday shout out to my girl Stacey for turning 21 this past weekend. The Birthday celebration was alot of fun. I know this cause i don't ( Read more... )

Lately i've been pondering this whole punk rock thing. I remember watching something on tv the other day and listening to somebody talk about how green day sucked because they became corporate. Duh? do you punk rock jackasses think that these guys are making this music just to make music? The ultimate goal is always to capitalize and make money ( Read more... )

Well i know that it's been quite sometime since i've updated as it usually is a significant span of time between my updates. That's just because i'm so busy lately. I started yet another new job working at a machine shop called Tool Dex on 9 mile and hoover. The money is good but i've been working midnights 6, lately 7 days a week plus attending ( Read more... )

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