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physics rant from a six year old's perspective
This is tremendous.....I couldn't say it better myself so i don't try. I put on my profile that I have two passions: books, and dogs. But my top passion is neither, it is theoretical physics, which i have been studying since I was 6.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Byqy249bXkc&feature=related
Robin Rebecca Hacking-Beltrami At the bottom line, to find ( Read more... ) -
what's the matter with me
I don't feel myself lately. It's always a mistake to furlough, because I have too much time on my hands and, in my case, the devil is in the details, and in the orange juice, and in the tossed salad, and especially in my dreams. Nightmares with the Beast slavering and laughing. I haven't figured out if he can actually HURT me other than maybe ( Read more... ) -
the psychopath's desire to twist your mind
I had a call from the gun store today. My sale went through, and my background check, while not stellar, was fine. And yet Joe, when I spoke to him yesterday, guffawed when I told him there was a delay on my background check. "HA HA HA Rebecca!" he chortled with glee "with YOUR RECORD??" It just goes to show he still lies through his teeth to ( Read more... ) -
ill
I spent a hard night. I am changed today, and not, i think, for the better. My faith in humankind is steeled however. My nonfaith. -
sick at heart
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A Dangerous Individual--Look out!
Today I was at Walmart and decided to buy my dad a shotgun for his house. It took forever and the background check seemed to go on and on. As time went by more people came to be served. Then the man behind the counter turned to me with a BOOK of papers and told me he could not sell me a gun; that there were papers indicating i was a dangerous ( Read more... ) -
trapped
I feel trapped. I can't get my breath. I have to get away from here for a while. But where? I can't breathe. -
night travels
I am becoming more and more aware of a different life when this body falls asleep. I live in a city. I have some kind of creative job like advertising. I'm in my twenties and have lots of party friends. I walk the streets, I'm in a BIG city. Lots of green leaves and pathways, lots of paths run over streets. Take the bus and don't have a car ( Read more... ) -
demon dreams
I am being assaulted every night when I go to bed. chased through my dreams by something that pretends to be part of the nightmare but is not. Last night began badly; I was out of sorts and sickish and went to bed early. Began dreaming about j having a yacht and somehow I left it and ended up in a really bad part of a town I didn't recognize. ( Read more... ) -
Getting out of BIG BANKING
I got up today to discover I was 91 dollars overdrawn at Wells Fargo. That was it. I've been FEED to DEATH by this bank, and it seems like they have some kind of charge for every service. I went straight to my other bank and withdrew enough to cover the charges and cancelled the bank card, which is the source of my problems ( Read more... )