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dragon
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john lamb lash archons demiurge yaldaboath sophia prison planet
John Lamb Lash puts the gnostic dilemma in superb perspective.
We live on a :
1 PRISON PLANET
The controversial internet film Zeitgeistmovie.com purports to expose the mechanics of global terrorism, pollitical deceit, and mass-mind manipulation. It presents an image of the terrestrial globe encased by crisscrossing bars, a graphic suggestion that the ( Read more... ) -
Learning Dragon NaturallySpeaking to put my old books on kindle
I wouldn't call this a particularly fulfilling day. I slept til eight because I sleep so well in my cave. I haven't exercised. I haven't been creative, though I've stirred the Idea Pot several times.......nope. Haven't really accomplished anything to be really proud of. Dammit. I did learn something though. Learning to use DragonSpeaking ( Read more... ) -
my will, 5/30/2012
May 30, 2012
I Robin Rebecca Hacking Beltrami, being of sound mind, hereby write my last will and testament. I appoint Cody Nelson to act as executor hereto, and to receive the sum of 1000.00 for his trouble.
I do hereby bequeath everything I own, including real estate, cars, jewelry, etc. to my mother and father, Mirl Johnson Hacking and Susan ( Read more... ) -
mom is very ill and pale, in bed with oxygen
YAYAY my student professsional dragonspeak updated with a tutorial dvd (separate) and my book for dummies and hopefuoly it will work or at least LOAD unlike the one from Walmart.
Poor mama is very ill today. She is so pale and won't seem to wake up. I wonder. Theresa, the hospice cleaning lady, is here.
This illness of mom's feels different. WAY ( Read more... ) -
first night in the scamp
Last night was our first night in our mountain hideaway. It took a while to fall asleep since Dino was excited and panting, and weighs enough to make earthquakes in the tiny trailer. Woke lucidly, realizing someone precious to me (I thought it was Craig but it was a much much older relationship than that.....felt the warmth of the arms and legs ( Read more... ) -
I am a horrible person
Mom is telling me again what a burden and humiliation I am. Yet again the will has been changed for the 'golden child' my brother, who took some time and came specifically to turn the will toward him. He has no time for this family; he has nothing for us but disgust. Yet my mom and dad fall all over him because he went on a mormon mission. ( Read more... ) -
the Agony and the Ecstasy of being Bipolar
Last night I listened to part of audible's Amir Aczel book Mystery of the Aleph.....or zero. It begins with the mathematician Cantor, and the fact his cemetery was raized and built over, but his headstone was saved and moved. Cantor, like most geniuses, was considered quite mad. I have realized over time that madness is nothing more than average ( Read more... ) -
I'm In Love
It's official. And secret. And impossible.
but it's official.
I'm in love.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ux3emnhXJ1k
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I'm In Love
It's official. And secret. And impossible.
but it's official.
I'm in love.