You can't stop updating.. me and you barely talk anymore and this is how I keep you updated in my mind. You can't stop now. Then everything will stop with me and you. I don't want that to happen even though it's making its way slowly.
Things change, Skye. Time mostly. In this time, I realized that it doesn't fucking matter what I type on this thing becuase it doesn't fucking matter what I think to you guys. Only to me, because I'm the only one who will truely understand myself, and when that day comes, I will have no need for emotion.
Things DON'T CHANGE! They only change if you let them. You don't know what the hell I think about you when I read your stuff. It takes me to another place and I wish you would understand that! When I read your lil poems and everything.. I just wish I could have "eMoTiOn" like that.!. but I don't!! YOU DO! Use it. It makes me feel good. You might be the only one that will understand yourself cuz YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE THAT WILL LET KNOW YOURSELF. I don't know what you want me to do.? I try to be friends.. but it's not me shutting out this time. It's you. You won't let me in! Tell me what to do?
I agree with Sean. No one can know Sean but Sean. Letting people in is just a futile motive, meaning it can't and wont happen. My Birthday owned by the way. Muchos grassy-ass Sean.
I still expect something on this journal. I come to it everyday and see that you haven't writen anything. Why? I'm sorry if I bother you in any way. I'm just ready for someone to say something that's real.
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