So wouldn't you know it ( Read more... )

I've become what I've always hated... here:
www.xanga.com/lessthan_slash_3

Past few weeks... Unevntful for the most part.

I've gone through 4 different girls in the last 21 days. Still not happy.

Basicly... I stopped writing in this when Kasey came along. When she fucked me over, I didn't feel like lacing into this thing with the crucified Jesus of all emonetics.

So for now, I'm done. Welcome back to my personal

Bitches

Hold me in your arms before I leave you.  I'll be back as soon as time allows.  You always say "goodnight", goodnight.

That picture in my mind will stay the same untill the event of her leaving passes.

Why is it that every- no -That's not how I want to start this.

On the occasion that she does confide in me, it only seems to last a day or so.  ( Read more... )

I guess I was wrong in assuming it wasn't okay to move on ( Read more... )

Today… I felt like the worst person in the world.  Riding to school… thought of her.  Wished she would come back.  Motivated by mother to move.  Thought of her again.  Broke down inside.  I couldn’t do that to her.  I couldn’t do that to myself.  That’s when it hit me hard.  I thought back to mine and his first conversation.  Self-beneficial ( Read more... )

Futile {fyu-tyle}/{fyu-till}- knowing that with or without effort, the attempt made or perculated will fail.

To know you can't win... one of the most detrimental things a person could think.  Quitters never win?  What do losers do?  The name doesn't exactly promise hope for victory.  Why must my head be filled with such apathy as to blind me from ( Read more... )

Went to the mall. Got some good shirts and had meaningful conversations with the clerks at Hot Topic ( Read more... )

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