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I am not well.

Everyday, I feel like I'm going slightly more insane. I think a bit of Danchic therapy is in order.

I don't feel the need to go in-depth of my mother.

Helping Ross' mom. Money involved. Cheap whores and cigarettes.

[[ A lot more, but it's senseless to type it out. I think I was out of it for this one as well. ]]

I hate thinking. I should be a psychiatrist. One: All I have to do is tell people what's wrong with them. Two: I can hide my own insanity more easily.

Her words still echo, "I'm in love with a crazy person..."

How comforting.

Perhaps I'm in over my head again. The mind and the heart both agree on the same thing, however, instinct tells me otherwise ( Read more... )

I close my eyes only for a second and yet minutes pass me by. I haven't spoken a word in hours. Reconstruction is under way. I'm already starting to feel like I can communicate with people without feeling guilty about the past ( Read more... )

...are things I've written down but never took the initiative to post. Some things may be a little past tense, but others still apply to the bitter-sweet now.

What a terrible way to end a grueling day.

Psh... people are ghey. I'm actually kind of glad I'm being forced to seclude away from the world I once thought I knew.

It hasn't been long at all, yet... I miss her so damn much.

I've got two more chests of gold left to go through... i think I can have it out of the way by Tuesday.

Updated.

She said once that I had lost her because of another girl. Untrue. I lost her to a guy on her part. Ghey. I refuse to take blame for this. I didn't do anything but be there for her. It's one thing to not like me anymore. It's another to destroy a friend ship due to overreactions. Angry. Confused. Distraught. Determined ( Read more... )

I guess things are better. Kassi and I seem to be doing rather well now. There's still some things I have left to tell her. Jennifer's pretty much out of the picture. Skye's... (sigh) I don't know what to do about her. I don't want to ruin a good thing by talking too much. I really care about Kassi... don't know why... I just do. So much. ( Read more... )