Is Skye gone? Way to almost make me run out in traffic ( Read more... )

So lost. Although today was fun for the most part (the loop), I just felt that I'm never going to be enough. I can't seem to ammount to either of our expectations. She expects someone perfect. I guess it's all based upon opinion. Heart of the young. What a foolish concept. Bah to it all. Is there something else I can offer to bring her back ( Read more... )

No sleeo. Too much to think about to sleep. Jennifer. What have I done? What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm so blind. So selfish. So inconsiderate. I was so close to escaping last night... oh so close. I need to talk to the White Lady. She always knows how to make me feel better. Haven't seen her in six months though. Maybe she misses ( Read more... )

Maybe... I'm trying too hard ( Read more... )

Today I became more afraid than I have been in a long mo'fuckin' time. I can barely remember the past 2 years and I'm sure these next two will be just as fast. Several good friends of mine have gone on to the armed forces. I'm probably never going to see them again due to future living circumstances on either end of the spectrum. That's not ( Read more... )

Today... not quite the event, but it still beats doing nothing all day ( Read more... )

I wonder if when someone says they want to marry you, they actually want to be with you seriously. If I shuold be so lucky. Doubtful. (sigh) So what's next? Looks like it's going to once again be a lonely year.

Something so good couldn't have lasted long. What luck ( Read more... )

I can't help replaying the other night over in my mind. I'm pretty sure my throat started to bleed from all the screaming I did this past morning. Is that even possible to have a bleeding throat and yet still have speech capabilities? Time for the Research of Sean to once again take effect.

YAY!