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Well then
All my last 200 entries have been tragedy. Let's do some comedy ( Read more... ) -
Ugh people
So last night i made a fb post: "eh, honestly i was gonna buy more guns either way". Because i like guns, see? Someone read that as "i'm buying guns because Obama won". Which is the opposite of what i meant.
FFS.
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Because
So Obama won.
That's fine.
Now I know the collapse will be financial and not moral.
Fine.
But i am done to DEATH with the "yay woman" moment.
You know what i am?
I'm a teacher. I'm a scientist. I'm a horror movie fan. I like extra cheese on my pizza. I'm a new yorker. I'm a jets fan. I'm a mets fan. I'm an iphone user. I love cats. I hate steig larssen ( Read more... ) -
here we are again
It's another crisp blue Tuesday ( Read more... ) -
Survivor
It was like
Red
Red
The color of my heart was red.
And fear
I tremble
Escape
Horribly awake.
Horribly, darkly, murderously
Awake.
He lets the screaming go
I just want to run
Hide it away
But you're chasing me down
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Blink
I wish so much i could sleep. I'm tired all the time. Nothing helps. Pills; meditation; booze. Nothing.
I'm re-learning 4 am.
I wish it were different.
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Yuck
So here's a thing.
My house has an ant infestation. They are EVERYWHERE. I have a kitter and so can't just spray. I lay down traps. It's like a fucking horror movie.
But seriously? I DARE you to have to squish bugs on your skin and then be able to sleep without anti-anxiety meds.
Jesus.
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Almost not quite
I think
Breathe in
Breathe out
Breathe in--
I wish i could sleep still.
I wish that was a place i was going.
Breathe out and
We're all poisonous
Me just on my spines,
Narrow eyes and a taste like
Forgiveness.
I don't want this.
Any of it.
I want to be safe warm asleep
In my safe warm bed.
Breathe in.
She looks at me and i think,
God,
We're endless.
Mercury drifting ( Read more... ) -
Thank You
Julian Brennan. I miss you. every day. all the time. thank you will never be enough for so costly a sacrifice laid on the altar of freedom ( Read more... )