and it's just that simple.

one thing that i have noticed about myself..is that the thought of being without something or somebody is much more frightening than that actually being the case. my rock bottoms consist of imagining how my life could be before ultimately changing the way i think and act. most of the time i pretend successfully before i get to see what it would be ( Read more... )

errrrrrrrr my home page says i haven't updated in 5 weeks so i guess i will. summer's been okay...the weather is awful though. shane and i are looking at more apartments on monday and staying with deryk and lindsay for the 4th of july weekend. the roots are playing a free concert so that should be cool. i'm going out to the lake soon, really bored ( Read more... )

yesterday was a good day. shane and i woke up in a huge king sized bed as usual and went to his sister's to tie dye t-shirts.  went back to my house and painted on canvases on a blanket under a tree in my backyard for like 3 hours. then we went to kirby park to play frisbee with giovanni but the knats were way too annoying so we left. summercamp ( Read more... )

all my troubles seemed so far away

people ruin religion. i understand it's existence, and sometimes, it's really all some people have. a belief, in whatever it may be. and it is meant to shed a positive light into the believer's life. but it's become something other than that. instead of inviting others in, it just pushes fear into every aspect of what it's suppose to represent. and ( Read more... )

you shouldn't need a god to be good.

sometimes feelings can be so far-fetched that even the greatest of minds won't ever comprehend ( Read more... )

i thoroughly enjoyed today. center city with my friends. and then USP suite with my friends! because i have those now. they're neat ( Read more... )

i keep on getting older and i don't even know what i'm doing besides the obvious. going to school, having friends/boyfriend.  i have so much motivaton. and all these fucking goals...and i don't  know what for. i know what i want to do with my life. but what about all the shit inbetween? people always tell me that i am good at balancing my school ( Read more... )