I'm sick of everything. I'll go on a rant on a later day, when I feel like it and when I have the time. I don't know what the fuck to say really. Everything is just getting old and fuckin annoying. I can;t even get out the woprds I want to say. This is just a fuckin pointless entry and I'm only updating because, well I don't even know. This is ( Read more... )

Haven't written in a while. Things have been pretty bad lately but i don't want to get into that ( Read more... )

*sigh* Things have been stressfull lately. A little bit of everything mixed all together. I want to talk about it, but I can't. It's very personal and I really don't have anyone to talk to about it. No one will understand. I know what they will say something like it's probably not that bad. Well it is because I talked to my mom about it kind of and ( Read more... )

It is official ( Read more... )

I don;t really have much to say so I decided to do take some quizzes. Plus I was bored.

I don't completely agree with these results, but in the past I was very much like this. I think it is still a part of me but not a huge part.

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It's been a while. 6 days to be exact. Life, still uneventful. this 'vacation' was not much of a vacation. Homework, which I still haven't done has stressed me out completely. I feel so lost and alone. But I will not go into detail about that. I've just been thinking and missing lately and it sucks ( Read more... )

My life really is a waste, and it sucks because I can't do anything to change that. I hate being sheltered, and not having any freedom. I hate the fact that there is always someone looking over my shoulder. It just compltely fuckin sucks fuckin major ass. I don't know. For a while I don't think I'm going to be writing in my journal. Life is prolly ( Read more... )

Jon never called me last night, he said we would talk, maybe I should have called him. oh well I can't do anything aout that now. I don't see why I get all upset that he doesn't call. He can't revolve his life around me. But I guess I'm just jealous that he has more of a life than I do. I don't know anyways I fell asleep at 10:30 last night. I was ( Read more... )

Despite the fact that things still suck around me, I'm in a good mood. I talked to Jon last night. Words can't even decribe how I feel about him, how I feel when I talk with him. We are complete opposites yet we always have something to talk about. We are always laughing and it feels really good talking with him. Everything in the world kind of ( Read more... )

This week by far, has been one of THE worst weeks of my life. I can't even explain it. School is stressing me out. I'm losing everything including my mind ( Read more... )