ok so last night i was a little vicious and maybe a tad upset. i apologize to everyone i might have scared at all with that rant ( Read more... )

the guy i used to be in love with is a piece of shit. more accurately, i know theres still feelings there if im reacting like this and maybe my period/hormones are playing a gigantic part in my reacting like this, but i just wanna lay in bed and cry all night ( Read more... )

i think i just spent 3 days in heaven. in other words, i went to newburgh for the weekend ( Read more... )

i'm still discontent with life. surprise surprise. i don't know what i need, but i hope it comes soon because this unhappiness and discontent and everything else is getting old reallyyyy fast ( Read more... )

::just a general scream of frustration::

thats it.

oh, happy graduation laura.

apparently, being the best friend that you can be to even your bestest friends can get thrown back in your face. these people have no fucking idea how much i was there for them last summer, how much i did for them. and then what do i get in return? i get blamed for my actions to save my own sanity, completely unappreciated, people start to flip ( Read more... )

i honestly think i just had the most amazing time in new york in a long time. i saw brianna and matt and sean and meg and stayed with matt and tried to see the Prestige and i went to quiznos and alexis and i had chinese with one of the coolest people in the world and i showered and i slept..alot ( Read more... )

im good, im bad, im up, im down, i care way too much, i care way too little. sort of sums up my life.

oh btw new york is now...tomorrow. im hotter than white on rice, and you know it. basically that means i get to see my brianna kane tomorrow.

mmk life is pretty good/ok, i need to get me to bed.

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go figure: tuesday night was so wonderful, so it makes sense that yesterday was so not. i came online at one point and saw "artist" online for once, he/she had bad timing. :p i kinda ripped the person apart and felt somewhat better overall after i was done. and i settled that situation once and for all. yeah i know that sounds kinda bad, but ( Read more... )

i'm currently in a "life-is-perfectly-perfect; im-almost-too-happy-for-words" mood. the next 2 weeks are going to rock my world like nothing as in quite awhile. i'm so excited i can't even describe it.

newburghh*anniversaries*club*graduations/parties*beach*birthday*new job

yeahh pretty fucking sweet.