i really like the word alameda. i woke up and i was pretty buzzed. i still am, i am drinking water and its light outside. i think i need a shower and a cup of coffee. birds chirp out my window, alot, maybe its just the time of year. i wish i had a pink pump master pellet gun. not even in my most wild dreams have i ever acquired one. im out.

i felt like writing on here because of a song. but i wont tell you what song. im just curious why we write in this place. i was lucky i woke up today because i forgot to turn my phone to loud ring instead of vibrate but the alarm went off and i guess i was expecting it. I dont think ill take a shower, hiking class... i should want to take a shower ( Read more... )

it was epic, again. i am equally fucked up as last year. maybe more. i think i pulled my goin, my ancle hurts, and my spine and ass are throbbing. seriously i wont be ready to get on a bike for a few days. so here how it went. wake up at 4am, meet at beach street cafe at 5, get pulled over by a cop, we rolled out by 5:25, get so see one of the best ( Read more... )

Im awake at 7:37 and listening to bright eyes and believe it or not im not struggling with my emotions, i just have to do my taxes. well, fix my taxes, anyways, bummer. waking up early today will help me tomorrow when i have to get up at 4:30..sharp..ish to do 100 miles on a single speed. i have herd it promises to suck and to be awesome at the ( Read more... )

its so quiet around the house right now. i really want the front of our house to look normal, but it doesnt. we have pumpkins molding, dead muddy grass. and 2 beater cars in the front yard. i just realized i have gloves so im going to throw out those pumpkins.

this seems to be quite the bitch out zone. i seem to feel like i have been slacking off. yet i have been finishing everything. good deal. im just gonna keep on keeping on and hopefully along the way find enough money for peanut butter and pasta.

its way early, only 7:43. i guess not. exp i went to bed aroun 12 so it hurts. i have an exam at 10. in a few hours. i need to shower. and really start eating something. i think ill steal some of lesleys brown sugar. eating oatmeal with just rasins is somewhat hard but filling. i thought i would be winning a race this weekend, but no my bike took a ( Read more... )

sort of, i forgot alot of shit.
i forgot a towel, i forgot all my clothes in the washer. i get out of school at 3:30 and have work at 4:00. so it'll be a long day hopefully i work with someone i like. or at least know. maybe jessy or nicole. if not, fine. ok i better try and get some sleep. at my new home. coooool.

hahaha, school starts back up again tomorrow. all my classes are waitlisted so i hope i get in. if i dont get into bio5 i dont think ill go to school this semester. or i really wont feel like it. son of a bitch. its the last class i need. oh well. it would be cool to move out and work. but if i wanted to go back to school it would be hard unless i ( Read more... )

and i just got back. i didnt really go anywhere. i havent had anything to write in awhile. i think my brain slowed down to a crawl. i dont feel sharp at all. i think i miss school. i think riding has fucked my brain. its all i think about and there isnt much to think about when your doing it. just pedal. dillons going to be gone by next month. ( Read more... )