is the only place i get signal. oh well, its noon and i just got up, this is pretty ghey. what a waste of a day. well i better not waste any more of it. i will feel better after a shower, walking around bare foot and some oj. last night sucked btw, it was an upper body workout tring to keep a drunk chick up right and from kabonking her head all ( Read more... )

i am constantly thinking my right leg is bigger then my left. cool. i went to bed at 4 last night, fuck that. i think i got about 6 hours sleeep, i wanted 8. but i like giving myself time to do shit. im going to go get some teeth pulled around 1230. ouch. maybe no ouch. i will be able to sell the vicodine perscription to a friend, soooo hooray!

you could of told me it was tuesday and i might of believed you. im really tired, i guess theres internet at work so im writing this now. i feel really down right now, i think its because i havent been able to ride now for almost 5 days. just thinking about it makes me sick to my stomach and want to cry. riding is nice because all you do when your ( Read more... )

if i want to win races in the winterand fall i need to get on my bike at least 5 to 6 times a week this summer. i now know to to make it to salinas for work and it takes me 2 hours. thats 30mph adverage (61 miles to salinas if you go to aromas then san jaun) a good goal to go for is 500 miles a week. but i would be fine with 350. ill get there. i ( Read more... )

if i want to win races in the winter and fall i need to get on my bike at least 5 to 6 times a week this summer. i now know how to make it to salinas for work and it takes me 2 hours. thats 30mph adverage (61 miles to salinas if you go to aromas then san jaun) a good goal to go for is 500 miles a week. but i would be fine with 350. ill get there. i ( Read more... )

i didnt eat alot last night ( Read more... )

so what will you do in the summer?

i had a race. the santa cruz county line. its a single speed mountain bike race that starts 10 miles outside of SC and ends at the pajaro river. The race begins on the road, then train tracks, and finaly the beach. it was soooo gnarly. i did well. im tired and its already been a day. wow.

i went to sleep drunk the other night, or a few nights ago. i kept on saying "i dont know" repeatedly. i guess i was talking to myself about the girl friend siguation. its crappy feeling like your not good enough for someone. that might not even be the problem. biking has been filling my thinking time up. when im on a bike all i think about is ( Read more... )

Its all going good so far. a few modest presents in a stocking is my type of thing. But i can see already my mom isnt cool with christmas being so unlike times in the past where the floor was covered in wrapping paper and boxes. i dont know what to say. im over it completely. its just another day.