time is running out

and i dont know what it's counting down to.

That's how I feel most mornings when I wake up. I'm flooded with lifes anxieties worries and wishes. So much so that it's almost impossible to get back to sleep ninty percent of the time ( Read more... )

And despite a few hormonally induced mood swings and arguments that resulted from it.... I had a really good day. The shower went well, it was fun. I got nice things from the people I care about. :) Amber even came and it was fun ( Read more... )

Confused hormonal frustrated at a loss lost and conflicted ( Read more... )

So ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a day I had been planning and looking forward to since they gave me the appointment last time I was at my doctors. (two weeks previously ( Read more... )

I don't know why jack black is in my head. I need to watch be kind please rewind again or something apparently. I love that hairy fat man ( Read more... )

THAT LESBIAN!.....Lmao. Not that I have a problem with that. But since Jeremy I have a problem with red-heads. And Lindsy fucking lohan AND her girlfriend. That andro-cunt. STOLE MY TATTOO! I mean...yeah... it's not the most origonal thing on earth. Just a small black PRISON tattoo of a black heart. And that bitch and her woman got the SAME EXACT ( Read more... )

Not to remember how much I miss my grandpa spending time in his home town with his family. Mind you I'm GLAD I came, I always have a good time out here when I come. My moms cousins are the absolute shit. And I always hear stories or learn things about family or the people in town when I'm here. It's a grand thing. But this time it's bittersweet ( Read more... )

And... my grandpa is gone ( Read more... )