time to take care of the crazy people, ya'll...

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I just realized that my whole life can be summed up with 80's movie quotes. Egad

I'm up here at Otherlands on my last leg of researching galleries. I have an overwhelming feeling of dread regarding this whole process. I'm worried that all this is for nothing. I've not been so good at staying focused on this project to sell the pieces and I think it's because it feels so daunting. I wish I knew the exact galleries to try. I wish ( Read more... )

Ugg's all I gotta say. Third day without smoking since I started late last month. Getting back on track with everything. I've got this damaged foot in a boot, so I can't do any cardio. Trying hard to be patient on so many fronts. Trying to not let depression and rage get on top of me ( Read more... )

Today I will put my sweet darling to sleep. She's put up a good fight.

I can't find the words. It's like slipping down the deepest hole.

Been doing a lot of exercise, but it's not enough. I'm adapting the P90X schedule to what really seems to be working for me, and I will be adding the elliptical every day as well. It's 2 to 2 1/2 hours of exercise a day, but I think it's what will hopefully work. I also made three batches of chocolate chip cookies for the boys at The Cove because ( Read more... )

I've been on a fairly self destructive path the past month. Every time I think I've got it whooped I fall back into my old pattern. I've got to deal with my abandonment issues. I've got to accept some things. I've got to get back to where I was and to the person I'm meant to be. I've got to deal with this loneliness and fear in better ways ( Read more... )

I have the upper hand. I can do anything as long as I have the upper hand.

I'm gonna rip 2011 apart and then 2011's gonna make me breakfast the next morning.

Oh yes. Life is on it's way to being very sweet.

I got the first draft of my art dvd from Adam and it's mesmerizingly good AND I got my refund!!! I'M LOSING MY MIND OVER HERE!! AAAHahkdjlsx

I really wish I had one of those giant bouncy balls with a handle and I could bounce around the whole house with it.

Bouncy Bouncy

Update: Mike D just bought me a Hulk bouncy ball. I am truly blessed with fabulous friends.

Update 2: Hulk bouncy ball WAY too small. Will be getting one from Amazon. Yes, I'm really just a big baby.