It was now the day of the trial. Julie was supposed to be there early so it left the rest of us to take come later. Tara didn't seem to want to go so I didn't make her, this was something she didn't need to suffer through. She needed some peace of mind. Since she had been working so hard with Piper and Phoebe to control her new powers she ( Read more... )

This has been a wild month. I have been having painful visions, been getting to know Angel and his team, and helping with the whole Julie situation. All of this while getting to know Leo more and being there for my sister who isn't doing as well as we thought. She misses my parents. she also misses Rebekaha and Chris. I wish I could bring them ( Read more... )

it had been a busy month sice Chris left. I was learning meditation and dealing with the fears of going to jail and mom and craig and the kids were trying to give me all the fun things that they could before the trial. It didn't help that the lawyer heard that we were getting Thomas "pit bull" Rhienhart. He apperently has no sympathy at all. ( Read more... )

We had been at the manor for a while now, Tara learning from the sisters dealing with her new strengths and I just watching from the sidelines. Julie's trial was set to begin tomorrow and I was not the least bit ready. I can't imagine what she might be going through at this moment in time ( Read more... )

Chaos in the house, what's new. Julie...my poor girl. The trial is closing in on her, and i can do only so much, and that just isn't enough ( Read more... )

In my own silent world I have come to see that it is much better here. There is no pain and no hurt and no one bothers you when you have shut yourself off from emotions and life itself. I am officially at the bottom. I can't go any further down. Not sure that I can go up, but I can look forward to not hitting an even lower low ( Read more... )

Hours just passed by like they always would, but this time it felt like the world was turning differently this time. Never know why, but I constantly feel like that when I am finished with doing something, and in this case done training the girls for who knows how long. All I wanted to do was go do something rather than sitting in this hotel, in my ( Read more... )

I was going for more snackage when a loud crash brought me into an almost empty conference room in the hotel. Tara was in there along with a vending machine that she told me got all violent on her and fell over, sliding across the floor, almost hitting her and ramming into a wall. It left quite a mess. By the time I got there, it seemed calm, but ( Read more... )

I walked down the stairs and saw Buffy Angel and willow ... obviously had found the cure... I had yet to find Piper and was thinking of what had come of her, we had just found each other and to let things slip ( Read more... )

I can't deal with the feelings I have. I mean on one hand I love being here with them and on the other hand it terrifies me. I mean we just had the most amazing family time. You know what normal families do. They have dinner, then do the dishes and clean up, then they spend time together ( Read more... )